Pinterest

It has been crazy busy here. My children have seen every one of their grandparents within a six week time frame. And, with the amount of fractures in our family trees, that means lots of separate family visits. Plus we fit in a nasty flu for my son and a head cold for me. It was a scheduling miracle.

Realizing that I needed more time I went searching for ways to fit a few more minutes into my day.

So I had this great idea that if I gave up Facebook it would give me enough time to blog. What I failed to realize is that I am still the mom of small children that create a mountain of laundry every 15 minutes and need a five course meal every 30 minutes. Facebook fits nicely into the 5 minute time slots. Blogging, not so much. Then, when I got sick and had to take it easy I was introduced to Pinterest. Oh, dear. It filled those 5 minute slots nicely (and then some).

I have a love/hate relationship with Pinterest. Hate it because it makes me feel like I should be working out all the time and eating amazing desserts while doing it. And, I feel like my decorating is insufficient. And my nail polish isn't creative enough. I love it because, well, um. Hmm, I'm not sure why. Oh, because it has redeemed itself with a few good project ideas.

Like the time I came across the rugs that people were painting. I realized that they were actually going out and BUYING! the ugly rugs that I had sitting in my garage (I bought them from IKEA because we needed a cheep rug at one time but I hated them and so they were relegated to the farthest reaches of our currently very messy garage).

So I excavated the rug and, look how nice it turned out! Thanks Pinterest (I hate you slightly less).

Spring continues to inch forward. We are trying a new idea for gardening this summer. Again, Pinterest inspired. We were going to try raised beds but couldn't agree on where to put them. Then I came across the idea of planting directly into straw. I'll keep you posted on how it works. We sign up for a CSA (community supported agriculture) we decided to start small with our home garden and only plant what we could not find easily. So we are planting 3 different types of heirloom tomatoes and 3 different types of rainbow carrots. Plus herbs and potatoes. Our potatoes are going into a round straw/dirt cylinder made out of wire fencing.

I think my extended family is starting a betting pool to see how many of my new projects actually produce anything edible.

Here is a photo of the bales of straw hanging out and mellowing to be ready to plant our seedlings in. I hope, if they ever sprout. I am trying to grow from seed in my kitchen window.

I have the bales on their sides (strings go around from top to bottom instead of around the sides) to retain moisture. The web sites I looked at had differing opinions on this. Some said to have them cut side up (the end that does not have the strings you can see distinct cut ends of the straw). But all agreed that if you have them cut side up you loose a lot of water. So, we will see how it works having them on their sides.

And, finally, a random kid photo. We did Easter photos, so here is a super cute one of my kids...

Adrenal Fatigue

Cold season is upon us. Unfortunately, I have been laid low with a doozy of a head/chest cold.

Several years ago my health had all my (many) doctors wondering what was wrong with me. The two main symptoms were fatigue and hives. I was treated for many different things. Between my Naturopaths and my regular western medicine doctors no one could figure out what was going on.

The conclusion  that was finally reached (after 9 months of one drug and/or natural cure after another) was that I suffer from Adrenal Fatigue and Epstein-Barr.

Adrenal fatigue is when the adrenal glands (just above the kidneys) start to get sluggish and don't react as quickly as they need to. Mainly the problem is wonky cortisol. Cortisol is what gets us out of bed in the morning. If the body doesn't produce it when it is supposed to then we don't have the energy to get going in the morning. But, the body often kicks into gear later and then the cortisol is high in the evening when we are supposed to be winding down. Cortisol also helps deal with stresses of everyday and is the body's natural antihistamine.

When the adrenal glands get stressed then their ability to produce cortisol is diminished and the body picks up the slack with adrenaline. It's like using a sledgehammer to drive a penny nail. The body needs more cortisol when under stress - emotional or physical (as in sickness). Eventually the adrenal glands give out and give up.

 Epstein-Barr is basically the virus that causes Mono. It can flair up again when under stress. That is a simplified version, but provides a good generalization.

There is some great information out there on the web about both Adrenal Fatigue and Epstein-Barr. The best Adrenal info I've found is at http://www.stopthethyroidmadness.com/ .

The hives resolved after about a year, but the fatigue still continues. I notice it most when I get some sort of regular flu/cold. It just takes me much longer to recover.

My case was fairly advanced and will take at least a year more for my body to recover. I was able to find a doctor that would work with me (most western medicine doctors won't recognize adrenal fatigue as an actual problem).

Here are a few things that we have changed in response to my health:

1. Try to eat food that will spoil. It needs to grow from the ground or eat things that are grown from the ground (ex. grass raised beef). The less processing the better. Through this I have come to realize how crazy our food supply is. More specifically, how many foods we eat that are non-foods and that have non-food origins.

2. Raw milk. Controversial (even among my extended family), but we have been drinking it for well over a year now and are happy with the results.

3. Sleep. For me, more is better. I strive to be in bed at 9pm. Doesn't always happen. In fact, with small children it rarely happens, but it makes a huge difference in how I feel if I can get early sleep. The adrenal glands rebuild at night starting between 10pm and 11pm.

4. Finally being okay with letting people down. Or thinking I'm letting them down. I want to say "yes" to everyone and everything. I can't and still physically survive. It's a good lesson. I don't have an over abundance of energy to spare making decisions that will leach away energy. I must be very careful to what I commit.

5. Listen carefully for God's voice. (Among other things, it keeps me from over-committing)

Having a chronic illness changes life. Some thing for the better and some things for the worse. I hope that this will not be chronic for life, but only for a season. It feels like I have had a 2 year winter. I am ready for Spring. Oh, so ready!

Chicks

A few weeks ago we got baby chicks. They were about 24 hours old when we brought them home.

There will be more pictures coming as we start on this adventure. But, for today I wanted to share the cuteness.

Signs of Spring

I love those first few offerings of crushed Dandy Lions from precious little hands. That, to me, is the first sign of Spring.

This year I need Spring like I have never needed it before. Not just physical Spring either. I need emotional and spiritual Spring. It has been a long winter, especially in my soul.

I've thought long and hard on what to do with this blog. I miss writing, and it is the cheapest therapy I know of. So, I'm back to blogging. I've missed it here.

It's been over two years since I last posted. And, it has been a long and often times painful two years. So much has happened. So much has changed.

I got super sick and the doctors couldn't figure it out. Nine months into it we found out that I have adrenal fatigue and Epstein-Barr. I still struggle with them, but am slowly healing. I will share more in upcoming posts.

For now, as I look around and see the first hint of my tulips, the pink blooms on the cherry tree and the sweet, grubby hands of my kids filled with sunny yellow flowers I believe that Spring is coming and that my soul will be renewed and sing again.

I'm looking forward to blogging about our new adventures. We are becoming urban farmers! We are starting to plan on some garden beds and we currently have baby chickens in a rubbermaid tub in the garage. I'm not sure we really know what we are doing, but it should be fun to find out.

It's good to be back!